First published July 2021.

My finger hovers over a green button on my phone that says, ‘Confirm your order’. I’m nervous. It’s not a new feeling. Over the years I’ve hovered over many big green, blue, red, even pink confirmation buttons, wondering if what I’m about to do is the right thing. This time, before the devil climbs on my shoulder and starts whispering in my ear, I click the button. Read Carers adventure too…